Love, angel, music, baby.

Perfect.

2012-01-30T22:16:00.001+08:00

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seems so far away
And it feels like you don't care any more
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's all right

'Cause we lost it all
And nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
And nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back on me
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand

2012-01-26T22:48:00.003+08:00

I extremely hate it that my appetite is down yet again.
Hadn't had any proper food since 12pm.

Bloody hell. Its been 11hours.

2012-01-23T23:33:00.002+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

Photo bombing with my family in the morning was utterly fun and exciting. Everyone was ooh and ahh-ing at my sister because she was wearing a dress. Its hard to catch her in a dress, you see. Visiting was fun, I like to see my family coming together and joke around. Watching my aunts play mahjong was hilarious! So to sum it off, day one was awesome. Collected a bunch of red packets! (:

And I've been spending a hell lot recently.
Bought a bag for $23, and I just ordered studs for $15. Dang I swear I'm going to stop spending till the holidays where I'm going to get a job. Yup, that's my plan!

Anyway it's been a while since I last saw boyfriend.
Just saying.

):

Chasing pavements.

2012-01-21T23:06:00.002+08:00

So I'm having my reunion dinner tomorrow and I'm honestly a little bit excited!

Much disappointments and anger today. But I guess it's alright now. Still a little bit pissed off that I have to wrap the presents again. Geez it ain't easy, counting that those presents are huge. Furthermore, the wrapping paper which my parents bought are very vulnerable and difficult to cut.

Sigh.
Seeing those couples on my dash makes my insides warm.
Those boys are just so nice! Especially that stitch couple HAHA. Cute.

Tonight.

2012-01-21T00:32:00.003+08:00

Chinese New Year is just really round the corner! Cannot wait to wear to clothes and doll myself up and do vising and start the eating and more eating and getting red packets OMG. Well, I still have projects and the horrible presentations....

Anyway NAFA was alright today.
Thankfully we didn't do much stretching whoopdedoo.

Got bored just now and decided to google my name, and guess what I found!

There is a third meaning to my name but I'm not going post it. It's so funny I laughed my head off. HAHAHA. Now let me see, you're either going to google my name to find the third definition, or google your own name.

HAHA HAVE FUN!

2012-01-17T22:29:00.000+08:00

Thanks Jiaqi for hacking my facebook.......
Stop doing that.

On the other hand, CNY is coming up and I'm a little excited, actually. But then I have 3 presentations back to back after that. Horrifyingly horrible.

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

2012-01-14T23:03:00.003+08:00

So AFA test is on Monday and I've yet to start. Procrastination kills you quite abit. On the other hand, I'll be going to the gym yet again with Crystal and Mom tomorrow while the boys head off for their tennis lesson!

Cheers to losing weight HAHA.
Hopefully

And I'm so happy for my right leg's flexibility!!!!!!

2012-01-11T23:38:00.000+08:00

Waiting for my hair to grow.....

Paradise.

2012-01-10T22:55:00.002+08:00

Hello my dear.
I'd like to dedicate this post to the one and only you.

It's been so nice of you to always travel down to my school to pick me up or make a trip just to come visit me at home. I know it takes you a few bus/train trips, but you still do so anyway. You'll always entertain me and you'll tickle me when I get distracted. Why my boy are you so cute? I like how we have never ending topics to talk about. It's so nice of you to give me random kisses or make me kiss you. You're so evil but I still love you.

You never fail to make me laugh, and time spent with you is always worth it. I feel like a kid with you, though you claim I am one. You'll let me win arguments even when you and I know both know that I am losing. You'll mess my hair up but help me rearrange it back again. You always treat me to breakfast/lunch/dinner and reject my offer to pay you back, but I'll still sneak back the cash into your wallet HAHA. You're always pulling me into your comfy hugs and always allowing me to try the food that you order, offering to switch meals just because I commented that it's yummy. You never fail to give me goodbye kisses because once I complained that you don't do so, and now you kiss me goodbye all the time. You hand me your jacket even when you're cold because you can tell that I'm cold, and you'll still hold my hand during movies.

The list goes on and on but I just want you to know that you're just so sweet (':

So I'm here to ask you to forgive me for all the times where I've been so unreasonable, moody, annoying, etc. Your good morning and goodnight texts never fail to make my insides warm. Not to mention how adorable you are when you snore HAHA.

I love you!

You make me feel so.

2012-01-09T23:29:00.004+08:00

FAT CHEEKS.

POM presentation went well, amazingly! It's nice getting praises from her for being a good presenter. On the down side, I cannot handle paper work well. Geez, so much for wanting to be an all-rounder.

I had a hard time laughing and sneezing today, HAHA. My inner thigh and stomach muscles are aching from the workout I had with Crystal and Mummy yesterday. This is a good sign! Not sure why but I'm already looking forward to Friday for NAFA. Another good sign. Praying that this keeps up. Whoopdedoop.

GAH Shawn seems to be so easily distracted by everything. One moment he's in front of me writing his essay, the next moment he is watching television, another moment using his new iPhone, and then another moment back to his essay. Seriously, are man that easily distracted?!

Anyway, it's going to be another long day tomorrow.
On the bright side, I get to see my boy (:

I only miss you when I'm breathing.

2012-01-08T20:36:00.003+08:00

I'M SO HUNGRY.

Pretty pleased with myself because I settled two online deals, I exercised, and I accomplished two projects, all done today! Daddy flew of to USA yesterday night and have yet to land in Washington DC. Yet. Its an amazing 20hrs+ (excluding intervals of a total of 6hrs) flight. Anyway it's going to be pretty exciting when he gets back because he promised gifts for all of us!

Three cheers for the awesome dad!

So school is officially starting tomorrow. POM presentation, how nice. I hope she is satisfied with our work. Biased. That aside, it's going to be a hectic 7weeks of schools with more projects and exams.

Wish me luck.
Hello my boy, I miss you!

2012 Resolutions.

2012-01-07T00:58:00.005+08:00

So I've been thinking about it through, and this is what I've got so far.

1. Improve in dance! Flexibility, per se?
2. Hit a 3 GPA. (PLEASE)
3. Keep the study room clean LOL.
4. Be a more caring and understanding daughter/friend/sister/girlfriend.

I just thought these four was more important. I do have some like learning a third language with Crystal, try to stay healthy, not spend too much, and the list goes on. Now my whole family is running on Apple products. Me, my mom, sister, and brother has an iPhone4. Dad has an iPhone3G. Travis has an iPad.

So much for the iSoh family HAHA.
Okay pardon my lame jokes. Spare me.

Oh, drop it to the floor.

2012-01-06T15:46:00.002+08:00

I guess Open House was alright today.
I thought it was the night one today, why are there people still coming in the morning!

HAHA. Had a good time laughing, trying to get goodie bags and having exchanging confused looks with Jolene, Caoyu, Jason, Fairuz, Pavithra and Reena! Reena was so happy when our shift was over. I swear my feet were breaking. I went to say hello to Ballroom as well, though I felt like an intruder but who cares. I miss Liang and Botai.

THE NYP TEE IS REAL COMFY. Just saying, shrug.

There's NAFA toady. Three cheers for enduring till Grade 13! Two more years before I graduate, bring in on. So lets hope I survive, and may ZLS be lenient today. Please!

2012-01-04T18:38:00.002+08:00

How lazy can I get, I'm four days late for my new year post!
HAHA.

So round it off, 2011 had been a great and painful year.
I met very wonderful friends in NYP like Ivy, Jolene and Caoyu, and I've been laughing in school everyday without fail. Its great. Though my results are hell sucky, I'm just going to buck up this year in Semester 2. RESORT PLEASE HAHAHA. And and and, I grew closer with friends I did not expect to, and I'm happy to be where I am right now.

No regrets.

So I hope that 2012 will be another great but less painful year, HAHA. Praying hard, crossing my fingers. Please let me be taller and skinnier and hopefully prettier HAHAHAHA okay don't take me seriously.

So lets cheers for a new year!
I hope the world doesn't end though.

2011-12-28T20:25:00.001+08:00

The holidays are ending and its pretty sad ):
So, its time to tackle the horrible projects and exams, and whoop here comes Year2. How time flies, HAHA. Drowning myself in meet ups with people I haven't seen in a long time! I hope it'll be good, W says I'm turning into some emotional-lonely-girl.

Trying to fix my hair, its horrid!

2011-12-26T00:22:00.001+08:00

I need a decent picture taking session.

2011-12-19T22:12:00.003+08:00

Lets see whats new.
Oh wait, nothing. HAHA.

Seriously my life is getting a little too boring.

Anyway today's boyfriend's birthday. Happy birthday to you! (: Though the cake I baked was a little bit horrible, I hope you liked the scrapbook I did for you. I spent a lot of time and effort on it okay ): Yay you're 17!

Talking about birthdays, can't wait for mine to come though I'm not sure why.
But firstly, I honestly can't wait for Christmas to arrive.
Received a text on 407 gather/chalet just yesterday and I'm not sure whether to look forward to it. Cause for one thing I know for sure is that I'll feel so lonely.

On a brighter note, Crystal's back!!!!!

Merry Christmas in advance all!

You never know, you never try.

2011-12-04T23:25:00.002+08:00

Look, its December already!

Time is zooming by and it's freaking me out, really. School's has been good, the usual common tests have started and not forgetting the projects too. The 2 weeks holiday will come and go soon which is quite saddening, actually. Ivy, Jolene and Caoyu are still as funny as ever and school's great with them around. HAHA.

Boyfriend's been over at my place a couple of times because he was nice enough to bake with me. He'll coop himself in the study room to play Tetris in the mids of the preparation/baking, and gets super shy when my parents come back LOLOLOL. You're still cute like that HAHA I love you.

I'm already ready to embrace my 7 weeks holiday at the end of Feb.
Bring it on, baby!

2011-12-01T22:14:00.001+08:00

Boyfriend's going to bake with me tomorrow!!!!!!!!!

ASDFGHJKL.

2011-11-26T19:27:00.003+08:00

Amazing how time flies, doesn't it? In a blink of an eye, 2011 will come to an end. Simply amazing.

Anyway, life's still pretty much mundane, nothing much to talk about. Projects are starting and so are the common tests. Let's hope semester 2 would be a good one (: have been spending most of my time with my favourite, and he's just so nice. Thanks love, you really have been very lovely.

I've got a speech to prepare so, goodbye for now!

2011-11-07T22:02:00.002+08:00

Today's a good day!

First of all I had a date with boyfriend and it was fun HAHA. I love squeezing him.
Secondly, my parents are coming back tonight! Cannot wait!
Thirdly, I got rid of my horribly disgusting highlights.

Now to show you the transformation of what have my hair become HAHA.

From my oh so beautiful long hair..

To this plus the horrible faded highlights..

TO BLACK.

2011-11-06T22:47:00.002+08:00

HAHA.

I still remember this.

I'm perfectly good at it.

2011-11-02T23:28:00.002+08:00

I wanted to type a chunk load here but I guess I'll just save them up inside. To sum it off, I just wish to say that I miss Ballroom a lot. Or rather, I miss the people. I miss Jeralyn, Nana, Joel, Weishin, Liangliang, Botai, my brotha Ain, Weilin, urgh everyone.

I wonder if what I did was right.

2011-10-31T21:53:00.001+08:00

Sometimes feeling sad makes me feel happy.

Like I'm actually feeling something, you know?

Like I know I'm alive.

Who do you think you are?

2011-10-31T20:12:00.001+08:00

I should change this.

I should change all of this.

Campaign shower.

2011-10-26T22:58:00.004+08:00

Woah this is so dead, time to revive it a little.

School has been great! My two GSMs are pretty much awesome, plus Ivy's taking them with me. Oh not to mention Robin's in one of them too whoop! The usual lectures and tutorials, blahblah. Oh yes, just wanted to let you know that my AFA teacher is heck awesome man. She never fails to make us laugh and tell us wonderful stories. I remember her joke which she told us yesterday HAHAHA.

Her: Hey class have you guys heard of the rubbish joke?
Class: Nopes!
Her: Well you didn't miss much, it was all rubbish.

LIKE OMG RIGHT HAHA IT WAS HELL FUNNY. To me at least. Everything's pretty much the same as Sem1! Which is rather great, I like familiarity. So there's school tomorrow and I'm finishing up my tutorials. Pray hard.

To end it off, here's a picture of me and Ivy. I have no idea why its blue HAHA.

Knocks you down.

2011-10-21T00:16:00.002+08:00

So lets see. The first week of school has almost and officially passed by. Everything went well, smooth, so yup all's good. Caught up with I, J and C, had lots of laughters and everything. HAHA. Lectures are fine, but I never fail to fall asleep during Stats. Save me please.

So the second week is about to hit me soon, and not to forget NAFA exam which is coming up. Scares the shit out of me, but I'll deal with it.

Toodles for now! (:

2011-10-17T22:41:00.000+08:00

So tired of seeing pretty girls and feeling fucking inferior.

2011-10-17T21:10:00.000+08:00

What if I'm really designed to be alone?

To see you once again.

2011-10-16T23:11:00.003+08:00

So whats new?

Well, nothing actually. Oh except that I bought two new shorts and a pair of shoes today HAHAHAHAHAHA. Okay what a lame joke just ignore me. So school starts tomorrow. Am not ready but I'm just going to accept whatever that comes by.

So, goodbye.
Wish me luck!

2011-10-16T02:07:00.001+08:00

Nights like these where I can't sleep, thoughts just bubbles up continuously without a pause. Just makes me wonder why and what I'm living for.

I met two guys today who gave me a talk and somewhat of a presentation. All about business, yup. And after that they insist that I head down to attend this talk that they have. With a fee, of course. It took me a long time to tell them i wasn't interested. The older man just insisted I had limited beliefs.

Limited beliefs huh. Yeah maybe my beliefs are indeed limited. Open my mind, right? Never been easy, and never will be.

No one gets it, urgh.
Just what are we living for?

2011-10-13T19:32:00.006+08:00

Made the GIFs! HAHAHA.
(Ps, it'll take some time to load)

Last friday night.

2011-10-13T18:50:00.011+08:00

If you all were wondering, I had a sleepover at Shuying's with Mirabel. Mad fun, love both of them. So anyway, it started off with me meeting Wing before heading to Shuying's place at night.

We roamed around J8 first and decided to dine at Watami. First time eating there and the service was awesome! Our server was extremely nice!! A man actually gave us wrong information that my meal doesn't come with rice, and she cleared it up for us. I was blown away, honestly. Plus the prices are reasonable and affordable! A must go.

Oh not forgetting she even offered to help both of us take a picture. She is superb!

So then being a nice boy he sent me to Shuying's place. Thanks love!

There were lots of talking, and laughing, and more talking. Not forgetting discussions and sharing sessions HAHA. It seems like we never run out of topics to talk about. Being hungry girls, we set off to get food!

Continued by more talks and laughters, not forgetting them being oh-so-amazed at my contact lens tub HAHA. Then we fell asleep one by one. I think I was the first, oh my.

The next day, we had breakfast at a prata shop near chomps. I'll never forget the super tall tissue prata oh-my-gosh. Then we headed back to Shuying's place to get ready to set off!

Hopped on the bus, and headed to Bottle Tree Park.
Where we were greatly disappointed, actually. But nevertheless, we managed to have some fun!

I must remind myself to do up GIFs! HAHAHA mad funny.
We got bored after a while, so we went for some singing sessions whoop.

Oh we ended up dancing when our session was ending HAHAHA.
We are just so awesome. Love the blazers, by the way.

So I parted with the ladies and met up with Wing for dinner as he's leaving for this cruise. Oh man.

Bye sexy ass. Enjoy your cruise (:

2011-10-12T23:46:00.001+08:00

I'll do a proper post tomorrow.
(:

There must be something more.

2011-10-09T21:53:00.005+08:00

Nothing much happened today so I'm just going to post pictures.

This was taken when we had extra dance practice at Na's place. Memories, haha.

I like this picture (:

Gna have a slumber tomorrow with Shuying and Mirabel! Very exciting, its been ages since I last saw them. Yay!

Everyday I'm shuffling.

2011-10-08T23:12:00.006+08:00

I'm feeling better, awesome.

Anyway my day started off by waking up at 830! Headed down to Lingfang's place for a round of badminton HAHA. But we didn't play in the end, and dear Valerie was late. Instead we went to Compass for breakfast @ Yakun, and headed to the library to borrow books. And then back to Lingfang's place for a shower and movie! Not forgetting the snacks haha. Miss these girls.

Got so angsty when I got home but lets skip that.
And then dinner with sweetheart at New York New York!

The floats were awesome I tell you! I love the ice cream HAHA.

Introducing what I ate! When they served me I literally "O.O" The serving was huge! Especially the chicken. It was so yummy and satisfying, no joke. The chicken was oh so tender! Wouldn't mind having this again teehee.

School's starting soon and I'm so urgh about it. But then, its time to save some money! I spend less in school. Somehow.

Talking to the moon, tryin' to get to you.

2011-10-07T22:34:00.004+08:00

Travis is teaching my sister hand signs to the song "We are the world". I'd like to film it down! They're so cute.

Have I ever mention how much I hate complications? I swear they're the most annoying things ever. Am so pissed right now that it just drowns me. I think I'll talk to Jeralyn soon and ask for some advice. But I think my decision is rather final. I'm not sure how to spill it to my parents though. See, this is why this issue suck so damn much.

And fug Frank seems to be down in the dumps. The modes seem to be spoilt, it just keeps triggering on its own! I don't know whats wrong and I have no one to turn to for this. Just praying and hoping he'd be up and about again. Oh plus I think I'm going to save up for a portrait lense!

Random note but I've decided to let my hair grow.
Please grow!!!

Ending off by exposing this dear boy of what he did to my phone. By spamming me, and by sending himself a text and spamming emoticons.

Btw love, I still cannot get over that bag at Rubi ):

You light up my life.

2011-10-05T20:37:00.003+08:00

Turns out that there wasn't any work today.

Spent my whole day at Nex with Boyfr since there wasn't work. Caught DolphinTale and it was awesome! So touching and everything, I suggest you go catch this show! It'd be worth it. Anyway, while having dinner at Swensens, we saw Jiayi and Lynette. Later on when we walked past Subway we saw Siying too! Aw I love xms peeps. Makes my day so happy. I was just beaming with joy when I saw them. Really miss the times in secondary school, where everything was just much carefree and less complicated and problematic.

Haha look at him being a kid at Action City.

School is starting soon (Man the thought of waking up early just kills me in the inside) and I ought to clean up my study table as soon as possible. Its like, urm. Well...

Got a date with Shuying and Bel tomorrow if I'm not wrong! Haven't seen these girls for ages. Can't wait!

Welcome to the world.

2011-10-04T22:01:00.002+08:00

Hello there!

Nothing much happened today, but I just want to erase some scenes in my mind. They are so disturbing, shivers. No joke, in all honesty. So anyway, Boyfr's heading over to my place tomorrow for work. HAHA this is going to be so interesting. I promised to cook him breakfast as he's coming all the way down! Plus he's always the one cooking for me when I'm at his place. So its my turn this time heheh.

Sigh I so want school to start but yet I never want the holidays to end.
Ironic.

Save me from tears.

2011-10-03T12:30:00.007+08:00

Okay I'm sorry for the lack of updates.
Too caught up in my own mundane life I guess.

So yesterday, my family had dinner at Crystal Jade @ Holland V. It was mad I tell you, my brother and I just broke into a dance on the sealed street. It was fun! I love Holland V, many angmos HAHA. Pretty and handsome, not lying. To end it off, my parents treated us (Including granny hehe!) to Haagen-Dazs. No regrets just love man.

HAHA look at my brother.

Oh and and I just want to thank this special person for making my every morning oh so bright. Thanks love!

2011-09-30T17:38:00.003+08:00

I had the worse cramp ever this morning. It so was painful that I couldn't walk and all I did was just lie on the sofa and wait for the pain to subside. It was seriously painful. Like someone punch/stabbing you. But the thing is, my mense have yet to arrive what the shit.

Anyway I got to leave for NAFA soon and I really hope to survive. I hate not knowing the steps because I don't know I'm getting old maybe? Dance exam is round the corner which pretty much worsens the situation. Ah, screw this.

Don't stop the beat.

2011-09-28T20:53:00.003+08:00

I remember I was wandering in Cold Storage the other day at Northpoint waiting for Boyfr to come. Then I realised how much I actually miss the Awesomes. Like those heart wrenching, kind of miss. Its like I've spent four years with this 7 girls and they've definitely made an impact in my life.

Still remember the times where they will just come down to my class to find me, Qiaoyi and Ruixian to go recess together. Then we'll start pushing each other to buy drinks for everyone. HAHA. Yeah, then somehow we'll akways target Valerie. Or the times where we'll just sit in a circle at the parade square to talk. The times we just camwhore. Yup, and they say "Secondary school friends are forever". So true right now.

So here's to you seven girls.
You've all been lovely!

2011-09-27T17:36:00.002+08:00

What an utterly boring day. Stayed home tonight, eating, drinking, more eating. Made a tough life decision on whether I should order back Macs of KFC for lunch. HAHA. Okay inside joke, never mind. I went for Macs anyway, if you were wondering. Yongy invited me to join Weepin and Chongyu at SKCC but I couldn't be bothered to move my butt. I swear its such a lazy Tuesday. Sorry dude I'll see you guys tomorrow!

I'll keep a part of you with me.

2011-09-25T15:14:00.002+08:00

Today's going to be a slacky Sunday. I'm feeling uncomfortable once again which sucks because I thought I was going on fine boohoo. Plus Boyfr is still sleeping. He must be really tired. On a brighter note, there should be good food tonight!

I'm so not done ogling at my charms HAHA.

If you believe in magic.

2011-09-24T19:40:00.004+08:00

Dance was tiring today, plus my feet was hurting. Anyway, I got to see Jeralyn and Joel after what seemed like a long time! I miss Nana and Weishin. Had lunch with Boyfr (He doesn't like to be called 'B' LOL. Cute boy heheh) at Billybombs. And guess what I bought at the mini flea just outside Cineleisure?

Bracelet charms! Oh my they are the prettiest things I've ever seen. They're so lovely! I think I'm going to collect these charms if see any next time. I got Boyfr to choose one and he chose the dog. My favourite is the rocking-horse! But they sure are expensive.

Anyway I've been spending alot recently so I've decided not to go out too often for these few weeks. With the exception of working, of course.

2011-09-23T16:27:00.005+08:00

I'm dying a little in the inside knowing there's NAFA class later on. My flexibility is deteriorating in the speed of light, no kidding. So everything is super tough for me in NAFA. And I dread it. Got to change this mindset soon. I love dance, nevertheless.

And I just wanted to show you what I did to my hair today.

B kept saying I'm vain. I'm not!

Kiss me on the sidewalk.

2011-09-23T00:20:00.002+08:00

Its been a long and (not so) tiring day.
Random note, but I'm so addicted to MapleStory Adventures on Facebook! I need a life.

Did you forget?

2011-09-22T00:06:00.002+08:00

I will never forget how much time, effort, sweat, blood, sleeping time, colour pencils, shading pencils and coffee I've spent on these babies. Got to admit, I learnt a whole lot of stuff from Art. But no regrets, just love. Miss the Artsy Fartsys.

2011-09-19T23:06:00.003+08:00

Feeling so stupid right now.

Just a few days back, I realised that I've been calculating my menstrual cycle wrongly. Like what? Can't believe I'm that retarded. So anyway, because of that, I've come to realised that my menstrual cycle is about 35days instead of 28days. Its a consistent 35days, but what the crap. Seriously.

From a distance.

2011-09-18T21:45:00.003+08:00

B's sleeping right now. He's like finally sleeping early after the many countless days of sleeping at 2am. Hope he enjoys his CCA tomorrow. Praying my fever doesn't come back to visit me. There's dance tomorrow but Mom doesn't allow me to go. So I guess I shall just stay home for tomorrow to get some rest. Got work this week with B! Quite exciting. Oh my, not to forget I got to settle my NAFA exam stuff.

Off I go now then (:

A star so bright you blind me.

2011-09-17T23:03:00.002+08:00

Got to meet Jiahui, Minjian and B for dinner today!

Great time catching up and all, and it really is amazing and amusing to see MJ & JH because it really quite entertaining. I have interesting friends like that. B sent me home which was very nice of him. Could tell he was so tired after his camp. He came right after his camp ended to find me! You're wonderful sweetheart.

Dance was alright today. Quite fun, actually. But I'm really tired now and I think I'll sleep once my hair dries.

Goodbye now.

2011-09-17T00:07:00.002+08:00

Got to start my day early tomorrow.
Yawns. Going to miss my bed.

People would say they're the lucky ones.

2011-09-16T20:28:00.003+08:00

Pondering if I should come back here to post my personal stuff. I've done this place up, aw! Took me long enough. But, yeah, its just because I'm bored I guess. Spent the whole of yesterday and half of today keying in data to earn a quick buck. Tiring, but worth it (for the money) I guess. There's ballroom tomorrow and I hope I survive! And then I probably get to see B. (Jumps for joy)

Life is pretty much mundane right now. Oh I'm trying my best to stay indoors just so I get fairer. I'm really tanned right now, and I don't really like being tanned. No Dad, this isn't being vain. Its more of a preference. Should be heading out to work soon to earn some cash so as to update my wardrobe! Results are coming out soon and I'm pretty much freaking out. I guess I just got to embrace what comes by.

Alright, enough of the rants.
I'm off!

2011-07-28T19:54:00.002+08:00

I'm upset because I lost the minnie mouse handphone keychain that I got from Hongkong. Sigh.

You make my mornings so bright.

2011-07-27T00:34:00.001+08:00

2011-07-24T23:17:00.002+08:00

That hug felt so familiar, so homely, so, complete.

You know there's no life after you.

2011-07-22T17:00:00.004+08:00

Woah its been so long since I last touched this place. But its still handy.

Anyway I just wanted to say that my life's been pretty good. I love how school is just a 15mins bus ride away. I hear everyone complaining how far they live from their school which is quite scary and sad at the same time.

I'm very thankful for my wonderful classmates for making lessons and school so lively and bubbly. There won't be a day where I won't laugh.

Caoyu will always be making me laugh, for some reason. She'll go "Don't bully xiao prata!" when someone tries to well, yeah bully me. Its funny like that. Then there'll be Jolene spazzing about her MZZD which is super funny. She'll claim to talk to him on their 4th meeting. Its the 6th (?) and she hasn't even talked to him HAHA. And lastly there's the bimbo Ivy. The both of us will go super lame with the whole "I'm sorry I'm so hot" stuff and all.

So putting us four together is like havoc.

I love how one of us will ask the rest "Eh where ya'll want to eat later?" when we're only through 5mins of the first lesson. Its like a routine HAHA. And Jolene came up with a fantastic idea of eating salt when we're about to fall asleep during lessons. It works but its just so salty. Instant wake up call! There's also the random messing-up-my-bangs by random people just because I have bangs HAHA.

Besides these, there's Ballroom En Masse as well. Dancing never fails to make me happy. I love how Jeralyn, Christina, Joel, Weishin and I will just somehow spasm together. The Jerjer, Nana, Jojo, and Weiwei thing never gets old.

I love how Jeralyn and Christina never fails to go crazy with me, and we'll just end up laughing like a bunch of siao. Jeralyn will be like "FRANFRAN AH" and we'll just start laughing and everything. And Christina and I will just be talking and complaining about the projects and all, and we'll always be like "Your baby, my baby" here which is reallyreally funny I swear. And then there's my very annoying partner, Joel, who'll never fail to annoy me with his own means and ways. And there's Weishin who's superduper cute. Go "WEIWEI" and he'll be like "Yesss?" with sparkling eyes HAHA.

What I want to emphasize is.
All of them, as in dancers, doesn't find SeanTan cute.
To them, Weishin > SeanTan.

HAHA. So yes, thats about it.

HELLO! HEY YOU!

2010-11-01T22:01:00.004+08:00

Oh my gosh its been so long since I was last here! Lets see, 5months!
Okay anyway, I'm here to let you know something.

I've moved to highwaysecrets!

If you were that lag, now you know!
Now just go ahead and click highwaysecrets to know what I've been up to HAHAHA.

xoxo! :D
Aw, now I miss blogger.

2010-05-04T17:13:00.002+08:00

Hello, all.
How was English Paper today?
I wrote epic for the first question for P2. Laugh with me :D

Here!.
thesidelights@hotmail.com

Ben.

2010-05-03T21:56:00.002+08:00

"All my life, I’ve always felt that us women are the emotional one, and men are the ones whose hearts are made of steel. In my theory, women are the ones who give away hugs, kisses and love, whereas men just take it all away. But that was until I met Ben.

Ben proved to me men could do the same. They could give hugs, kisses and love as much and as well as how women could. He showed me how to smile from the heart and he made me understand the meaning of living life one at a time. But most of all, Ben made me fall in love with him.

One day, I received a call from Ben. He said he had to leave the country for work and would be gone for at least a year. He told me, “Wait for me,”. And I did. Living life without Ben was tough. He made me realise what it really meant by having one part of you being taken away. I waited, and waited, and waited.

I was at the airport when a year flew by. Many were waiting around, which I believe are waiting for their loved ones, just like I was. I noticed how they checked their watches frequently, walking to and fro and looking around nervously. Finally, Ben’s flight was announced as arrived, and horses raced around in my stomach. Behind those glassed doors, I waited for his grand entrance. I tried imagining how he would look like. Different, maybe. And then Ben came into sight.

At that moment, it felt like time has stopped just for us, just so we could make up the for the time we had lost. He paced himself carefully and made his way forward. A simple hello was all Ben said, and that took my breath away. We walked together side by side, but not hand in hand. It didn’t bother me as I felt we both needed more time to really get together again. After all, one year isn’t a short amount of time.

“I’ll call you tomorrow,” he spoke softly, with the wind taking his words away.

I nodded, gave him a hug, and we both headed home in different ways. At that point of time, I figured something was wrong. I stood by my phone the next morning, knowning Ben would call. He had to. Then the sound of the ringing phone filled the silent moment.

“Hello,” greeted a familiar voice.
“Oh, hello,” I whispered.
“I’ve something to tell you,”
“Go on,”

I closed my eyes, knowning tears would escape. Time seemed to pass slower than usual. I then heard the voice spoke over the phone.

“I’m engaged,”

Silence screamed, tears danced around my eyes, and something in me ached. It had only been a year. One year! That was all it took to have Ben – my Ben – engaged?

“I’m returning in two days time…” He trailed off.

I gripped the phone tightly with two hands, and tried evening my breathing. But that didn’t stop tears for escaping. They formed trails of water from my eyes to my cheeks, and the heavy droplets fell to the ground, splattering into a million other tiny droplets. It was beautiful, not like the current horrifying moment.

“Okay,” I managed to choke out. “You have my blessings, Ben. I wish you all the best,”

And my voice broke at the last word. My head hurt, my stomach churned over and over again, and I realised what was aching – my heart.

“I’m sor-”
“I’ve got to go now,” I interrupted him. I didn’t want to hear his explaination. Most importantly, I didn’t want to hear his voice. Never again. I hung up, threw my phone somewhere in the room which I couldn’t care less, flung myself on my bed and cried. I cried really hard.

Ben taught me many things, even proving that most of my thinking about men were wrong. But he made me comprehend that part of my theory was true – men just take it all away. And that was enough for me to head back to square one."

If we ever meet again.

2010-04-23T23:48:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Because of some issues with regards to my email, I've created another.
So add me on thesidelights@hotmail.com (because I love thesidelights too much, LOL). Yeah, and you can totally cancel francinesoh@hotmail.com off kay yay.

If we ever meet again.

2010-04-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

Its nice to be invisible once in a while, right? :D

We were strangers.

2010-03-28T22:44:00.002+08:00

There's a dart board at home.
Its... heavy? And apparently my aiming suckz like totally.
Oh and the new photo printer's awesome. Rocks to the max because its cooperative. (Y)

Aunt and Granny's leaving tomorrow.

SUPPORT EARTH HOUR!

2010-03-27T20:26:00.002+08:00

In 6mins, my house is so going to be pitch dark.
Earth Hour is fun. I shall take pictures in the dark~ Oh, exciting.
And sports day was fun. A day where you can scream and no one cares (:

I look forward to 1 April. Seriously. 'cause then will everything be settled. No more wars, no nothing.

When you and I collide.

2010-03-25T21:26:00.003+08:00

"When you walk pass me, I notice your every step and your every movement. I notice how you smile when your friend tell you a good joke, and I notice how you frown when something is bothering you. I notice how the way your arm swings around you, and I measure the strides that you take.

When I see you from afar, I would want to make my way to your side and strike up a conversation with you, and hope it'll never end. But I just stand by my place and watch you. I'll note how your hair dance with the wind, and how your cheeks lift when you talk. I'll note how you jump when you're in joy, and how you drag your feet when you feel down.

When you stand by me, I observe the way you look around, and what you're looking at, and I'll follow your gaze. I'll smile and laugh at every funny thing you've told me, and I would try to make you laugh as well. I notice each breath you take, and the hand gestures that you make.

I told myself that if my eyes were a video recorder, you'll definitely be the lead character of my movie."

The coolest thing is (to me at least), that was written by a guy.
OMGOMGOMG. Yeah and idk who huh, kept saying that guy's a pervert to note that girl so much.
But aw, sweet! Haha (:

Clique rocks. Okay bye!

I see your blue eyes, everytime I close mine.

2010-03-23T21:04:00.003+08:00

Maybe I won't be lingering often.

Things ain't looking good at the moment.
Learn to rely on yourself more than others, yeah.

.

2010-03-19T23:20:00.001+08:00

Yeah, you know what?
Even if life sucks it still goes on right.
Hah. Some guy you are eh.
To think like we were friends or whatever crap.
Gah I'm so pisseddddddddddddd ._.

Sometimes love just ain't enough.

2010-03-19T16:59:00.003+08:00

Here goes nothing.

Haha, I have cute friends like this (:

And awesomely chio friends like this >:D

(Y)
I wish school would end quicker. I wish I could graduate soon.
Macs later! :D

We are on fire.

2010-03-18T13:14:00.002+08:00

I don't have the latest flash ):
So no pictures.

Anyway, thanks girls for yesterday! Have a safe trip Shuying~ Stop stalking >:} And I know I'm first place in both of your hearts lah huh. You both love me so much because I treated ya'll to pizza, HAHAHA. (L) you both! Oh, by the way Mirabel, I haven't got over the "when I walked part". Shucks I'm laughing again.

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.

2010-03-16T19:23:00.002+08:00

Oh, guess what. I just realised I forgot to write something for letter writing.
There goes my marks ): And to think I'm lag enough to realise it a day later. Roar ):

On the side note, at least I'd be out and about tomorrow! And I'm still debating with myself whether I should make plans for the rest of the week. Ah well, see how it goes then.

Keep smiling all (:

Like a lips of an angel.

2010-03-15T16:51:00.005+08:00

Chinese Prelims today.

At 7.10am, my parents were ohh and ahh-ing over this new coffee maker which my family just got I suppose. I was so flustered that I shouted something like, "Are you guys more interested in coffee or my chinese prelims?!" The papers were okay I guess? I just hope to pass. I was so cold I was shivering in the hall. The arrangement was kewl though (: Entertaining people, especially those on my sides.

"Very cold, very cold, very cold,"
"Eh, you want to eat McDonalds?"
"Don't want. Very cold!"
"McDonalds and cold got link meh?"

Oh and my brothers have been playing with the Wii recently. I play the Wii for exercise. And I like WiiMusic. Daddy changed the computer screen, and I bet you wouldn't be able to guess what kind of screen he changed to. Gah. Have to cut my hair soon.

Photos!

Hope this week will be fruitful, and I'm looking forward to April.
407's staying chio! (:

Get out, leave, right now.

2010-03-13T12:56:00.002+08:00

Picture spam another day, maybe? :D

I'M SIXTEEN, HAHAHA.

2010-03-11T12:17:00.000+08:00

Tell me what you want to hear.

2010-03-08T22:35:00.008+08:00

When Monday ends, I'll go "shit its Tuesday". Because it'll then be Wednesday and I totally do not look forward to any Wednesdays at all. And tsk, my phone's not cooperating with me again. Sickening electronic gadget! ): HAHA. Okay I'm freaking out. I should breathe.

Ah, here we go again.

I wna type loads of stuff but there's nothing to note down! Life is dull at the moment, update when there's an invent or something going on. HINT. THURSDAY. LOL. People should spam me. I'd totally appreciate that~ Anyway, March hols are crashing in real soon. Gna coop myself up in the study room or something. I'm gna make myself busy! STUDY, FRANCINE. I need some wake up call, gahz. Hm, I should head down to the library soon.

I should set up my timetable O:
TIRED. SLEEP. (:

2010-03-07T21:36:00.000+08:00

Angel & Mortal.

Today was a fairytale.

2010-03-06T22:56:00.005+08:00

Today seems like a busy day.
I went back to school for Chinese tuition! So cool right, going back on a Saturday. Okay random. I studied SS. I packed all my subject files, super neat I like. I did Maths. Art is ): still. Oh and NAFA yesterday was so awesome because there are awesome people there to random with me :D

I look tall!

They love lollies! O:

Can't believe those photos were taken quite long back.
School work has been hectic, tsk.
Body Languages is stuck in my head OMGOMGOMG.

Just get back up when you're tumbling down.

2010-03-02T21:58:00.003+08:00

A.
A.
A.
A.
A.

Feels like everything starts with the letter "A" now.
I need reassurance.

On the side note, visited the crazys today :D They never fail to make me laugh, HAHA. And thats what you call "time flies when you're having fun" because 2hrs just passed like this. Aw, love ya'll (L).

No motivation, no inspiration.

2010-02-28T21:43:00.005+08:00

There isn't you to nag at me.
Or to quarrel with me.
Or to debate with me.
Or to crap with me.
And weridly I kinda miss that.

Sometimes love just ain't enough.

2010-02-25T03:33:00.003+08:00

Two thumbs down. (N)(N)

Yes, my computer clock isn't spoilt or something. It is 3.33am now and I'm not sleeping. Very worried about today. Like when need I see you, I don't know whether my work is up to standard or something. Then I start to fret because I know my drawings isn't good like seriously. Then I wouldn't feel like seeing you anymore. Gay to the max but true. Especially at times when I have no ideas. Sometimes I wouldn't dare to ask you for some help or whatever. I don't know why either okay don't ask me. I can literally pull out my hair now omg.

I shall drink coffee.

Ignore my highness later during school :D

And then my mood will crash when school's coming to an end LOLOL. Sugar rush gone what.

I'm gna be a parent today~! Exciting!

Random note but I wonder how Ruixian's doing. Get well soon and get your butt off your bed and come to school to sit beside me. HAHAHA. I'm such an evil friend woohoo! Drink more water huh xiaojie! :D

This feeling so strong were lasting for so long.

2010-02-24T04:08:00.004+08:00

(Via Runawaytrain)

Ignore the message but, OH MY GOSH, ELEVEN MARCH.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

You always smile but in your eyes your sorrow shows.

2010-02-23T22:25:00.002+08:00

Qiaoyi,
This reminded me of English lesson with you today!

Lonely~ I'm so lonely~

Strangers waiting.

2010-02-22T20:39:00.005+08:00

Because everyday,
I just watch you from afar.

I'll fly away, knowing I'll never see you again.

2010-02-21T21:09:00.003+08:00

Just laugh if off.
And take it that nothing bad has ever happened in the first place.

We fight, we break up.

2010-02-21T01:40:00.001+08:00

Boo I'm not tired yet ):

Visit to Jingmei's house with Weishan and Cheryl was great! Was super excited on the way to her house, and Cheryl was saying her house was super classy which made me more exicted, HAHAHA. I think I was hopping around. Literally. I like mini-Jingmei (R). Hanged around for a while only though ):

Segmented. Segmented. Segmented. LOLOL.

(Jumps for joy).

Went back to church today too, and its the best thing that can be. Its quite comforting to see familiar faces, actually. I like (Y). And its funny how everything fits although its been long since I went back. LG today was interesting, very boomz, I don't know how to explain it. Oh and the new church building is awesome. Yay, can help me for art :D Its getting gay how everything relates to art, HAHAHA.

Shaky hands, oh boy.
But Claudia looks good here so I shall post it :D

Oh no I shook!

I'm finally tired.

Happy, shalala, its so nice to be happy.

2010-02-20T11:33:00.003+08:00

TODAY'S GONNA BE GREAT :D
Oh almost forgot, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE!

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried.

2010-02-19T14:57:00.003+08:00

Jerry is super cute to the max, REALLY. And he grins like I do, HAHA. I want to do more visiting! ): And snack.

BBQ was a blast :D

**********

I kept smiling to myself on the way home today.
Bet people were thinking I'm crazy or something.

This week seemed long although there were only two and a half school days. Have to do art this weekend. Oh and recently I have the motivation to do Maths and Physics, no idea why. NAFA later and I'm kinda lazy, tsk. This morning was so boomz :D The most interesting morning ever, I'm serious. But its so cooooooooool. HAHA. Random. Feels like my sentences aren't linking. Oh and I shall make full use of my weekends this time. Can't waste it just like that anymore. Monday would be a busy daaaaaay. I keep ___ and its so awkward but never mind.

Okay I shall go do maths now.
Ahhah, see yah! (:

Its time to get over yourself.

2010-02-17T13:51:00.002+08:00

Blogger is super efficient.

I finally have something to work forward to and it feels... (Speechless). Its a good thing lah. At least I won't feel that lost now. Roller coaster rides aren't that fun to ride on ): Cannot get too carried away. Ah well, I have to make do with what I have. Anyhoo, I totally appreciate this half day. Fun activities coming up! As for now, I shall start work. :D

Oh. Printer no ink. Shiatsxz.

I'd wait forever and a day for you.

2010-02-16T16:21:00.003+08:00

CATCHY :D

There's school tomorrow. Oh come on, can't time slow down now? Dinner @ Cousin's later. Awesome, because its steamboat, LOLOL. Ahhah great now the song is stuck in my head. Okay bye! :D

I won't put my hands up and surrender.

2010-02-14T23:53:00.004+08:00

Jiaqi: The good thing about Chinese New Year is that you get to collect red packets.
Jiaqi: And you get to eat loads of junk.
Francine: Yeappo, right on.
Jiaqi: The bad thing about it is you don't get to spend the money ._.
Jiaqi: AND you always have the 'I'm going to get fat' thought whenever you snack!
Francine: HAHAHHAA.

HAHA. So the joke.

I (L) talking to parrots.

Happy Valentines! :D

This feeling's taking control of me.

2010-02-12T20:30:00.002+08:00

I was googling for the fun of it when I happen to come across forget-me-nots.

I just wanted to share with you how interesting its name is.

Okay bye! :D

Happy Chinese New Year! (L)

Take my breath away.

2010-02-12T00:27:00.003+08:00

HAHA. I'M HAPPY :D

Qiaoyi, Lingfang, Isabel and Jiayi headed to my house today wheeee. Main purpose was to bake actually, but in the end we didn't. Soya-ed (like forever man), and talked and crapped and talked and crapped like seriously. Realised some stuff today and I got over it, lala. That adds on to my happiness bar! And something happened just now which totally adds on the my realisation, kewl right. Abit affected lah, but who cares man.

SHOCKED TO THE MAX THOUGH.
But at least I know the truth, HAHAHA. And I can laugh about it now WHEE.

Chinese New Year is cominggg. Excited. I can see best couz like finally after so long. Miss her, honest. More steam boat, more can drinking, less tidbits, no beef. I await the wearing of new clothes and admiring whissy (LOLOL. You don't have to get this). In the end, Shawn and I didn't do the tie-collar thing. All for the fun but never mind, its okay.

More art.
More thinking.
More drawing.
Less time alone in my own thoughts.
:D

Thats the way uhhuh-uhhuh.

Conversations that never end.

2010-02-07T18:53:00.006+08:00

Art. Has squeezed. My brain juice. Dry.

Oh come on, can this week pass faster? Five more days and then it'll be Chinese New Year. Quick, quick, quick. And can art be any worse? Gosh. RAH. Killing my brain cells please. And I want to catch a butterfly and stick it on my research board. Its necessary okay, not that I want to be some murder or anything. School tomorrow, boo ): Totally not looking forward lah, no idea why either. Anyhoo, I'm still looking forward to friday, HAHAHA.

LOL @ JIAQI.
"Geez who cares abt VDay now? Cny got money take why go spend money waste it on Vday lo pls. But then ah, VDay's still impt cause.."

You don't want to hear the rest.
AND I THOUGHT YOU DIDN'T CARE ABOUT VALENTINES HOR. HAHAHA. But wheehoo, I rather the cash man.

Tell me what you want to hear.

2010-02-06T22:31:00.002+08:00

From another angle,

Happy Birthday Mum (^)

You're a criminal as long as you're mine.

2010-02-04T19:44:00.002+08:00

I wasn't really serious when I said I was moving.

I miss the laughterssssssssssssssss.

Airport later.
NAFA tomorrow.

Oh yeah. And I've already done my part. I've never been into that situation before, so I don't exactly know what to do. But I hope that I've helped, in one way or another. The rest is really up to you. I'll be here for you, anyhoo.

You know, I just need someone to listen. I don't need any solutions or suggestions.

Fly away.

2010-02-01T20:59:00.004+08:00

"Friendship is like peeing on yourself: everyone can see it, but only you get the warm feeling that it brings."

Don't just funny quotes bring about your day? :D
Anyway, I'm off to another site. (Inserts evil laugh)
May you have the honours. You'll get what I mean when you have the honours.

Alrights, FLY AWAY!

I've been waiting for a girl like you.

2010-01-31T16:39:00.005+08:00

If you judge people, you have no time to love them - Mother Teresa

Chinatown later tonight! :D AND. OMG. I SAW. HAHA. AMAZING. INTERESTING. KEWL. Morning spent over at PRRC. Heidi's one month :D Her name super cool, I know. Jerry didn't come, ROAR. Oh well. Yeah and the rest of the day was randomly spent. Its already Sunday, unfair. At least there's no NAFA on the CNY week. So cool ah. After school I'm like freeeee. Can spend the day without having to think "omg there's NAFA later", LOL. I should limit myself to sweet drinks. I should drink more water. Yeap I shall.

I (L) BESTCOUZ HAHA RANDOM.

你那么爱她, 为甚么不把她留下? 是不是你有深爱的两个她? 所以你不想再让自己无法自拔.
Is this how you feel? /:

We're awaiting words we both hadn't said.

2010-01-30T14:07:00.002+08:00

Chill, I've already shaken the anger/disappointed off :D
Whee photo spam!

HAHAHA! Thanks for posing huh!

LOL VALERIE KHONG!

We have fun in EGeog lesson.

AHHAH. Thanks for posing!

We have fun >:}

I'm happy because I Dajie then can sit in front, LOLOLOL.

SUPER FUNNY HAHAHA. Ryan can multi-task.

I have no idea what we were doing.

YAY I LIKE (Y)!

I'm going Ikea again later. My fifth home, wheeeee.

Till we see the sudden light.

2010-01-29T23:30:00.002+08:00

Fridaysxz.

I don't understand why I always see the things that I don't want to see, chance upon, whatever. I can't comprehend, either, why you always end up in the picture. Just like previously, and now yet again. THE SAME THING. WHAT A BANG. So its true, history repeats itself. And so I see, this is how it feels like being disappointed.

But what I detest most is that jealousy had to come in and join the fun too.

Tired shitto lemonade ):
On the side note, at least my study room's almost done, YAY!
January's ending, and it spooks me real badly.

I just haven't met you yet.

2010-01-27T00:59:00.002+08:00

I'm still awake and I'm going to die thrice tomorrow.

Miss you too dumbobuddy! (L)
Thanks for accompanying me!

Sway.

2010-01-25T20:35:00.002+08:00

When marimba rhythms start to play
Dance with me, make me sway
Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore
Hold me close, sway me more

Like a flower bending in the breeze
Bend with me, sway with ease
When we dance you have a way with me
Stay with me, sway with me

Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have that magic technique
When we sway I go weak

I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now